Hi Defren,
it is really humbling to receive all the words of encouragement and support and even praise. I think though I am helped by a few things that perhaps others aren't which probably makes it a bit easier for me than others. I have been attempting and thinking and psyching myself to commence a diet pre diagnosis and generally sort my life out, and possibly the bigest help is that I watched my dad, my hero, suffer with many serious diabetic complications and an early grave so I have seen and experienced exactly what diabetic complications mean to your everyday life, so really, I have no choice. Those who can do this without any of that prior insight are the ones who have the true grit and determination, I am just operating out of fear lol
As to the fast, I have completed that now and resumed on the ND, (I watched the horizon programme, excellent programme and after seeing that you can't really not fast) I wont be doing another fast again just yet, at least for the duration of this diet, but may incorporate some kind of fasting regime into my everyday life in the future, it won't be the alternate day thing, but could very well be the 5:2 thing or even again the 4 day fast... that is for after the ND now though i've done my fasting bit for the time being... thank god lol
Vitamin wise I am taking an effervescent multivitamin, of course, it won't cover all the bases but its a bit of a top up.
I have had a chaotic couple of days with regards sleeping, which then impacts upon my shakes/bars and broccoli etc, for instance I took a metformin yesterday, felt weird, so went to be bed,, around 6pm ish woke at 10pm and was awake until 8am this morning. I ate nothing between 10am and 8 am, and then woke today at 6pm and took a reading which was 8.3. I took a later reading perhaps around 8pm pre my meal of broccoli and the reading was 9.3.
I think I am beginning to understand the importane of routine and regular meals (whatever those meals are, in this case shakes/bars etc) I am presuming my liver is dumping glucose as a result of the long periods between inputting energy, so obviously my next job is to sort my sleeping routine out and then that is conducive to regular intakes of energy through the day. It may even help me get out and doing the odd walk if I am up early enough before the rest of the world wakes up lol it is taking me a while to get my head around this but I will get there as I experience more and more I suppose my picture of how it all fits together will become clearer.
8 weeks though... I can't believe what I have let myself in for, i'm only in week 2 and all my waking moments are spent fantasising about bread lol
Again though, many thanks for the words, I have read through all of your thread and borofergies and another chap whose name I can't recall and the numbers speak for themselves. If I can just get mine within safe levels would be good, if i can get them anywhere near normal, well, that would be the icing on the cake....mmmmmmm icing lmao