So, so many interesting points raised here - thank you everyone - it makes me realise how diabetes and the attitude of the diabetes 'experts' affect us all! I felt so down after yesterday's appointment and am feeling like my own little guinea pig right now, but everyone's views and opinions on this thread right now really do help!
A couple of things I think I really should comment on; a number of comments in the thread are around hypos and the level at which we have a 'true' hypo - during my difficult conversations yesterday, the consultant explained that real hypos are actually 2.2mmol and below. They say 4mmol or 3.5mmol to build in a margin of error for safety - I already knew this, but it was good to hear him say so. Obviously, there are very many reasons why we need that margin of error - some within our control and some not, so intelligence and experience need to be applied. Also, he explained that normal blood sugars are between about 3mmol and 8mmol and are normalised very quickly if they move outside of those levels - I was a little surprised at the lower end of normal, but really good to have those levels confirmed. He also told me that as a non-diabetic, but testing fairly regularly on and off out of interest, the lowest level he has seen his BG is 2.1 - make of that what you will!
I also feel I should comment on the attitude of those I saw yesterday. The dietician was young, very inexperienced, clearly well-meaning, but absolutely out of her depth in dealing with someone who knew more than she did. Her 'knowledge' was the traditional teachings - she had no alternative views to compare against. The DSN was a nurse - no real specialist knowledge and no real intelligence or insights to add to proceedings. The consultant was intelligent, knowledgeable and completely understanding of the shortcomings of the system, all of which came out during the course of the consultation. It became clear to me from what he said that he both dumbed-down his explanations for mass diabetic consumption and understood how frustrating this was for those who had the capacity and need to work at a higher level. He stuck to the NHS party line, but made it clear from the anecdotes and experiences he spoke of that he knew the party-line didn't work for me and was frustrating and that he would do what he could to work with me to achieve the outcome I wanted i.e. stability and safety within as near normal BGs as possible. We had a full and frank discussion. I answered his questions about how I feel and treat hypos - when I act on them and when I leave them and what I base my judgement on; in response to his questions, I explained to him exactly what an HbA1c is , what it tells us and what it does not tell us; I explained to him why I find high BGs far more worrying than low BGs and we had a very good discussion about micro v macro vascular damage. He spoke of his Type 1 friend who keeps his BGs far tighter than mine and how he does that - also how this friend only stuck half a day on a DAFNE course before walking out in disgust - he congratulated me on sticking a week on it even though I commented that it was a week of my life I'll never get back! He acknowledged their focus was on bringing double-figure HbA1cs down to 8.
Libre fans will be pleased to know we also discussed the Libre and he is a big fan of it, so I'm hopeful that at some time in the future, once the NHS adopts it, he might be persuaded to prescribe it.
So, a nightmare consultation, but hopefully one that might be a turning point in my diabetes care - who knows?
Smidge