Very stressed at the moment. No interest in work, anything. Not eating well at all. I have to kids, 11 and 8 and husband who keeps buying sweet things. I can’t be bothered to exercise and before anyone asks, no I won’t see the doctor as I already am on meds for anxiety and have had to private rounds of CBT. I just can’t stand being diabetic or worrying about my eyes, my heart. I hate it and I have also completely stopped metformin as I just couldn’t stand it anymore. In that regard I feel a million times better, but find I want to eat, but not the right food because I hate cooking and can’t find anything interesting to cook. Sorry for ranting but in a bad place.