Just here venting at myself. Gone totally off the rails and knew I was just cheating myself but just could never get back to how I should be. I stopped testing, stopped eating right and in the last 2 months I have lost over a stone and a half. I was never massively overweight, usually 13-14 stone and I am about 5'10. I'm now 11 stone 11 and this is the lightest I have been in a good 15 years. Now none of my clothes fit. Topping it off I hope to exchange on my first house this week. I have my first baby due in 2 months. I started a new job 5 weeks ago. I know things can be worse and I know I have a lot of things on. Yes they are stressful, but yes they are amazing too. Anyways, I am seeing the diabetic nurse in two days and I hope to be back on the straight and narrow. If anyone can help with meal plans and other advice to get back on the right course, please let me know. I'm not looking for sympathy, I know in myself I need to be stronger. Thanks for reading and listening.