hi, are you taking metformin? its also known as metfartin im afraid, im lucky enough to enjoy a good trump lol (much to the wife and kids displeasure lol) I have bought many low carb cookery books and apart from a few recipes ive never really got on with them, many are from America and the ingredients are a pain, ive had a lot more success finding recipes from this forum and the net in general, searching WhitbyJets posts are awesome and ewelina has a great blog
http://www.diabeticgoodbaking.com/ and there are others clare also has some great recipes (many others too numerous to mention sorry) have a look in the recipe thread, but also I just put for example "low carb pizza" in google, it takes a bit of trawling threw the ones that either are high carb lol, taste horrible or don't have easy to get ingredients but you can find really good ones, I have my own cook book now I write down the ones that work out right, I have certain favourites for example
http://lowcarbdiets.about.com/od/desser ... aroons.htm I can make these in 10 minutes they are proper easy only take 15 minutes to cook and give me an almost instant sweet (well not really) treat fix, I use this when fancying falling off the wagon, I bought the wife some malteasers yesterday because ive learnt when she needs chocolate lol and knocked up a batch of macaroons and happily munched a few while she munched her chocolate.
it is very difficult

we all go through this, I wished there was a magical answer to make this go away but we just have to try and keep our chins up and look for the positive things and cling on to them, don't expect to be ok all the time, a favourite song lyric springs to mind when im low and for some weird reason it helps me "its ok not to be ok" all you can do is your best, the low feelings will pass I promise, then be back again, I suppose the trick is to try and dwell on the times we are feeling ok about things, and I know its tired but there is always worse off people around, diabetes does suck but there is definatly a lot worse things and with some struggling this hopefully is as bad as things get.
why not find a good looking recipe today on the net go to the shop buy the ingredients and cheer yourself up by spending a few hours playing with it and see how good it tastes, I recommend dessert recipe hehe there are hundreds out there, actually try this if you like
http://alldayidreamaboutfood.com/2010/0 ... -free.html its a favourite of the whole family, its kinda tricky to make and I leave out the cocoa powder (you wont need it)
best wishes