@Ladywillpower
there is no such thing as the perfect 5 --- unfortunately life gets in the way of this.
many of us that contribute to the forum and are type 1 like yourself , do work hard to achieve the best we can be, juggling our carb intake , insulin needs , exercise , stress , illness and just living our lives.
Perhaps your care team are not understanding what you go through every day just to be you.
i think I am speaking for loads of us here -- just keep doing your best -- live each day as it comes -- be happy.
I have done better recently since starting on a pump ( 26 months ago )
The Libre flash glucose monitoring system helps too ( intermittently as can't afford it full time )