EveryCloud
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- Type of diabetes
- Type 2
- Treatment type
- Tablets (oral)
I ate chips yesterday... I know, I know... 2 hours later my BG was at 10, not too bad, but I decided to not eat for the rest of the night, took Metformin and went to bed. Today my BG was at 14! ***? I am so frustrated right now and beating my self up. I am getting to the stage that I am fearing food! I have ran up and down the stairs because it is raining outside. My mate wants to have a movie night tonight, she has bought loads of snacks and things. I just don't know what to do. My friends don't understand what I am going through. They just think I can't eat sugar. I feel like I am in a never ending battle with myself and I know my friends are sick of hearing about it, lets face it, if you don't have it you don't understand - I didn't!
Arrrrgh!
I know it is a learning curve but I honestly can't see me coping with this. I am becoming obsessed, it is in my mind 24/7 and it is driving me banannas! It doesn't help that I am single. I just kinda want someone to give me a hug ans say that I will get through this.
A few years ago, I was severly depressed and was suicidal, I got help and got better, and now I have this! It is like some sick cosmic joke!
Arrrrgh!
I know it is a learning curve but I honestly can't see me coping with this. I am becoming obsessed, it is in my mind 24/7 and it is driving me banannas! It doesn't help that I am single. I just kinda want someone to give me a hug ans say that I will get through this.
A few years ago, I was severly depressed and was suicidal, I got help and got better, and now I have this! It is like some sick cosmic joke!
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