Hi - just saw the programme on diabulimia on iplayer. Really upsetting. I don't have diabulimia, but I do have 'standard' bulimia together with type 1 and have spent literally the whole weekend bingeing and purging. Can't seem to get a grip on it. Not really had more than a couple of months healthy for the last 14 years. Feeling at breaking point - no energy, becoming overweight, mental health in the gutter, only just maintaining normal life. Always take my insulin and take extra to compensate for binges...but, still pretty impossible to get good control with the amount and type of food I am eating on a regular basis. No point getting 'proper help' - been there, done that, makes no difference. Need to get myself out of this. Really think it's nothing more than a habit, but for some reason can't break it. Hope I can use the forum as part of getting through it. Thanks.