I want to cry reading all your responses, thanks very much for taking the time to respond. I've lived with type 1 for 20yrs but it's the first time I feel ready to try work on its control. I feel myself revert to old patterns: seeing a high, giving up. Too many lows, running high. Frustrated and angry: I'll "win" and eat what and how I want....
You guys are right. I'd like to work on being kinder to myself, giving time the time it needs and living for today. I wonder how I can make peace and friends.ds with type 1? It's always been with me but it's a messed up relationship.
I'd like to hear how you guys came to this place you're talking of. And, I like best the suggestion of chill out, relax, don't take myself so seriously!!!
Thank you , guys
Rachel