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- Type of diabetes
- Type 2
- Treatment type
- Insulin
- Dislikes
- being ill .and idiots
good day one and all , i have been unemployed since my liver decided not to work for a while in 2005 i have chronic liver disease totally unrepairable, since 2005 i developed kidney disease / brittle diabetes / high bp /chronic pancreatitis / ulcerated colitis and i have a haematuria oh nearly forgot i have a tiny eye problem where you lose your central vision due to being brittle diabetic and just can not stabilize my bgs , i get a lot of hypers and hypos its a horrid way of liveing thats for sure. the problem is the dwp have me on a work program and expect me to seek voluntary work then paid and i can not get it through their thick demented minds at staines dwp its not going to go away ie on the last visit one of them said when do you expect to be better ? i bit my tongue and said these illnesses do not go in fact they will likely be the cause of my death if i dont hang myself on the way out that is , the reply was oh you will be ok when you start work again,. the advice i need is how do i convince these pee brained @@@@@@@ that i am actualy rather unwell ,in pain 24 hrs a day ,lose blood regulary ,have what i call walking hypos as i am unaware a lot of the time and in the lav rather a lot aswel loseing my mind dealing with life in general . i am pushing myself as hard as i can to get through everyday life and fighting depression as best as i can. they have the nhs notes but you know dwp i did ask my mp mr hammond and he recons its a good thing that i get back into full time work and all people that are ill should be on this programe so that was wasted time...thanks for reading what feels like a insane rant. take care you all martin b