I have had a dreadful shock to find that someone special to me has suddenly died, and it has completely thrown me off my track over the last few days with eating. I'm forgetting to test ... forgetting to eat sensibly ... feeling so out of sorts. I cannot seem to take in this awful news and of course I'm scared that my control has gone diabetic-wise. How the heck do I deal with this sensibly when my head is all over the place. Has anyone else found themselves in such a state and if so how did they deal with it before big problems arose?