Terminal and. Scared - UPDATE !

[Sable_Jan]

CT Scan today, went well ie No Anaphylactic Reaction this time, 7-10 working days for results, then Maybe we will at last find out what the three large Masses are, just hope CT. Images are clear and useful, as had to do without the Contrast (Dye) this time hence no Anaphylactic Reaction this time,

Trying to stay Positive !

Hugs.

Sorry I didn't have chance to reply earlier. Sooo glad the scan went well this time.... Everything crossed for positive results.....that its nothing nasty and entirely treatable....

Hope you sleep well tonight....

 

[Sable_Jan]

Got this sent to me amongst other doggy saying and pictures... I immediately thought of you......

 

[kman]

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Got this sent to me amongst other doggy saying and pictures... I immediately thought of you......

Awwwww. Thank You sweetie

Love and Hugs Always.

Kevin and Wendie.

xxx.

 

[kman]

Yesterday saw the Diabetic Consultant, started on victoza. , So far no problems but cant really see the point ???

They stil want me to lose weight with less than 9 months to live. ... Why ?

I cant even be happy f o r my last few months, LOL.

xxx.

 

[Sable_Jan]

Yesterday saw the Diabetic Consultant, started on victoza. , So far no problems but cant really see the point ???

They stil want me to lose weight with less than 9 months to live. ... Why ?

I cant even be happy f o r my last few months, LOL.

xxx.

You sound like you are back to the "old" kman....... finding humour in irony

You never know what the future brings and the new pills may just bring a more distant future for you....there's always hope
Hugs to all and belly rubs for the dogs

 

[kateincornwall]

Sending best wishes Kevin, hugs for you and yours xxxx

 

[Enclave]

Yesterday saw the Diabetic Consultant, started on victoza. , So far no problems but cant really see the point ???

They stil want me to lose weight with less than 9 months to live. ... Why ?

I cant even be happy f o r my last few months, LOL.

xxx.

Prove them wrong ......live a lot longer
Edit to add .... If you can be pain free that is ......

 

[kman]

Prove them wrong ......live a lot longer

Only if someone will take the pain, living is fine if your not crippled with excrutiating pain !!!

 

[kateincornwall]

Only if someone will take the pain, living is fine if your not crippled with excrutiating pain !!!

Hugs Kevin x

 

[Sable_Jan]

Only if someone will take the pain, living is fine if your not crippled with excrutiating pain !!!

I'll take a share x

 

[kman]

Thanks everyone, but not even my worst enemy or the most Evil person in the world deserves that, or would i let them, this is my Burden !

Your all Angels, and Wendie and I love the support you've given us throughout

I am Dying, and not to long away, Please understand that !

Sometimes there is no miracle,

We still have hope

But reality overtakes us

I will Die knowing I have many friends

And much Love coming too me and my family,

You have all been Wonderful

I hope I'm not letting you down,

Love and Deepest Respect.

Hugs.

Kevin, Wendie, Delta and Pork Butt

xxx.

 

[kman]

@Giverny, @Administrator

Could Admin or a Moderator please contact me ASAP.

 

[Enclave]

good point .

Only if someone will take the pain, living is fine if your not crippled with excrutiating pain !!!

sorry Kman .... Was not allowing for the level of pain your in ....

 

[kman]

good point .

sorry Kman .... Was not allowing for the level of pain your in ....

I understand, few people do, even at times partners, only those going through such things can really understand, but everyone is lovely and tries, it's the understanding what Living means in those circumstances that people like me most want from others,

And empathy not for ourselves but our families

I love you for your Kindness, Understanding, Freindship and Love

Hugs Always.

xxx.

 

[Enclave]

You have our love, Understanding and Friendship by the bucket load. The wife is sending hugs

 

[Robinredbreast]

Could Admin or a Moderator please contact me ASAP.

Hi Kevin, if you put it like this @Giverny, or @Administrator this will tag them.( hope you don't mind me adding the tags ) Sending you all my best wishes Kevin, as you and your family are always in my thoughts,

RRB x

 

[Gezzabelle]

I feel truly privileged to have known you for the short time I have Kevin....you have no idea how you have touched my life. I cry at times reading your posts because of your pain and the inevitability of it all. I am in awe of your bravery and fighting spirit when you hurt so much you can barely think. You are loved....your pain is our pain and if each and every one of us could take just a little of it for you to free you of it, we would. xxx

 

[kman]

Hi Kevin, if you put it like this @Giverny, or @Administrator this will tag them.( hope you don't mind me adding the tags ) Sending you all my best wishes Kevin, as you and your family are always in my thoughts,

RRB x

No brains here sweetie. ... Never even thought of that, knew how, but just didn't think. ... Men LOL xxx.

 

[kman]

I feel truly privileged to have known you for the short time I have Kevin....you have no idea how you have touched my life. I cry at times reading your posts because of your pain and the inevitability of it all. I am in awe of your bravery and fighting spirit when you hurt so much you can barely think. You are loved....your pain is our pain and if each and every one of us could take just a little of it for you to free you of it, we would. xxx

Wendie says to me " and you think your useless ? ... Well read that Post over and over, plus the others like it ! ... Are you Useless ? "

Gezzabelle I'm typing this, tears streaming onto the Kindle Touchscreen,

Wendie is right I'm NOT Useless.

Thank You. Gezzabelle

You gave me back my Self Respect

I will try Soooo hard to keep that, and to Keep using it to put the message out there so that absolutely no one else will Die in this awful way, I promise you.

Love Always.

Hugs.

Kevin.

xxx.

PS. The Kisses were for the wife, say hi from me and tell her shes made me very Happy after all the Crying LOL. !

 

[kman]

You have our love, Understanding and Friendship by the bucket load. The wife is sending hugs

I know I do, your all so great, what did I do to deserve all this kindness and Love ?

Thank You Enclave, and the others like you,

Love Always.

xxx.


PS The Kisses are for your Wife, tell her she made me very Happy after all that Crying LOL !