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Terminal and. Scared - UPDATE !
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kman
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Jan they are Beautiful, We will take a look when we are in town during the week, I actually quite like the French one, I fancy being an Onion Seller in Allo Allo. ... LOL !
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Sable_Jan
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Listen carefully I will say zis only wunce
...... Didn't see the price but just had to take pics to show you... 
Maybe my quote should've been "tis I, LeClerc" onion seller was one of his see thru disguises wasn't it...
kman
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Hi folks, Sorry I've not been around lately, things have not been at all good,
Pork Butt has brought much too our lives an given me love in boundless and limitless quantities,
But the truth is folks I am reaching the end,
My Health, and quality of life is now at it's lowest ever state, I can o so little now, and Wendie is scare to even let me out of sight any more in case anything happens an she is not here to help,
In the last week on two occassions during the night, I have been very close to ending it all, especially when Wendie had finishe changing my Nappy for the forth time, and the sheets for the second time, i didn't sleep at all that night, and I woke Wendie so much she slept very little,
In the en on both nights I couldn't do it, thinking about Wendie stopped me ! on both nights,
I am dying, inside, meically, and spiritually,
It is with a very very heavy heart that I have to announce i may not be here very much, but when I can as I prepare for my End Days and I hope a Dignified Death,
I can not tell you how much the support we have had here on the thread, an the Love we have shared,
I would like to be morbid for a moment and openly invite ANY of you to my funeral if you can spare the time, Wenie will let you all know when I Pass, if you could please let her know if you can attend, Thankyou !
So I hope Iwill have a little more time with you all, but forgive me if I curl up an Die quietly with my family around me,
With All My LOVE an many Tears.
Hugs Always.
Kevin.
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Pork Butt has brought much too our lives an given me love in boundless and limitless quantities,
But the truth is folks I am reaching the end,
My Health, and quality of life is now at it's lowest ever state, I can o so little now, and Wendie is scare to even let me out of sight any more in case anything happens an she is not here to help,
In the last week on two occassions during the night, I have been very close to ending it all, especially when Wendie had finishe changing my Nappy for the forth time, and the sheets for the second time, i didn't sleep at all that night, and I woke Wendie so much she slept very little,
In the en on both nights I couldn't do it, thinking about Wendie stopped me ! on both nights,
I am dying, inside, meically, and spiritually,
It is with a very very heavy heart that I have to announce i may not be here very much, but when I can as I prepare for my End Days and I hope a Dignified Death,
I can not tell you how much the support we have had here on the thread, an the Love we have shared,
I would like to be morbid for a moment and openly invite ANY of you to my funeral if you can spare the time, Wenie will let you all know when I Pass, if you could please let her know if you can attend, Thankyou !
So I hope Iwill have a little more time with you all, but forgive me if I curl up an Die quietly with my family around me,
With All My LOVE an many Tears.
Hugs Always.
Kevin.
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Robinredbreast
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Sending love and good wishes to you and Wendie :- RRB XXXX
“Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome.”
― Isaac Asimov
“Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome.”
― Isaac Asimov
This this says it all..
Sending love and positive thoughts
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Sable_Jan
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No words, just sadness in my heart and oceans of love for you all
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Sable_Jan
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Our privilege - and we aren't getting off the bus yet..........
kman
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Thanks Jan for yours and everyone elses Love and Support, I'm so drained, and Tired, I will need my friends close, I'm Scared Folks, I DON'T want to Die, but still the End edges ever closer,
Sorry guys I have to go,
Hugs.
xxxx.
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Sable_Jan
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BIG HUGS xxxxx
kman
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@Sable_Jan
Folks, I just spent 8 days in the LRI,, Where having gone in fo Abdo Pain they discovered I was in DKA yet again, and with the aid of a CT Scan they found masses on my Liver, Kidneys, and Eurethera, this would have been the biggy, except It appears that I not only had a very very bad panic attack in the scanner, but also I Apparently had an Anaphylactic reaction to the contrast ( Dye ) used,
Wendie, Mum and the Drs all believed for the whole of last Wednesday that I would not survive,
Obviously and Luckily they were all very wrong,
I'm home, drained and very tired, But Recovering nicely, They still need to have a conference over what Exactly the scan shows etc.
So keep Wendie in your thoughts, and Delta and my little Pork Butt,
Love Always.
xxxx.
Folks, I just spent 8 days in the LRI,, Where having gone in fo Abdo Pain they discovered I was in DKA yet again, and with the aid of a CT Scan they found masses on my Liver, Kidneys, and Eurethera, this would have been the biggy, except It appears that I not only had a very very bad panic attack in the scanner, but also I Apparently had an Anaphylactic reaction to the contrast ( Dye ) used,
Wendie, Mum and the Drs all believed for the whole of last Wednesday that I would not survive,
Obviously and Luckily they were all very wrong,
I'm home, drained and very tired, But Recovering nicely, They still need to have a conference over what Exactly the scan shows etc.
So keep Wendie in your thoughts, and Delta and my little Pork Butt,
Love Always.
xxxx.
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Sable_Jan
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Hi @kman, delighted to hear from you
Sounds like you've been through the mill, the wringer AND the "bacon slicer" in the last 8 days........
I'm so happy you are home and recovering nicely. I bet little Pork Butt's tail hasn't stopped wagging since you got back home, and Delta's........and Wendie must be over the moon to have you home again.......
You've proved yet again you can't keep a good man down......
You are ALL in my thoughts........
Take care and when you can let us know the results of the "conference"
Big hugs
Jan,
Sloppy kisses from
Moo, Sassie, Rocko, Bonnie and (probably a grumble) Bligh......
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