Argh!!!
Had a nightmare last night about bariatric surgery. Woke very very upset.
I do wonder.....if I'm starting the change as hormones all over the place. Tired then bursting with energy but blunted by painful walking.
Also.....
Dietician appointment has upset me. I know this weight loss thing is a serious matter but the horrific journey there and back for a 15mins lecture on porriage and banana suggestion. It's a good job I like the lass. What a bl##dy waste of time and money. First appointment I've had like that.....very disappointed.
My experience was a male doctor who told me 'I had no choice but to have bariatric surgery due to my underlying health issues'.
I felt I had no choice but to accept going on the list so I went off home and did some research and discovered it probably wouldnt be the best thing for me given me past history and the fact I am on lifelong mediation. The idiot even wrote to my psych consultant asking if 'I was of sound mind'
I wrote a letter to the head honcho explaining I was probably one of the people that psychological services would be better for me as I had issues surrounding food. I was apprehensive at my next appointment but they were very nice and explained the man had been 'moved elsewhere' and that I could continue with them for as long as necessary.
Take each appointment as it is. You will see many different people on the journey but they all have the same ideas in the end.
** I've had the banana and porridge one too. Oh and the 7 deadly sins of food - bread, biscuits, crisps, chocolate, pies, pastries (cant remember the other one)