BecciAllgood
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hi everyone, I am new to this forum but can't believe I haven't signed up so far!! I'm a 20 year old type 1 diabetic diagnosed when I was 1 1/2 years old. For my younger years I was on 2 injections a day one in the morning and in the evening. I then switched to having injections with every meal and my Lantus before bed around 9pm. My Mom spent so much time ensuring I had my insulin and my hba1c in the children's clinic was never more than 7.5.
When I was 17/18 I was moved into the adult clinic and since then it has gone downhill, I think partially the blame is on me and partially as I moved out of the safety of living with my parents who spent so much time making sure i was always in control. But moving out comes with your own responsibilities and I believe I have gone on the wrong track, I started skipping blood tests and sometimes insulin which I know is awful! I have been in hospital 3 times now with diabetic ketoacidosis and its horrible! But please don't think I am not bothered as I have never missed a diabetic appointment, I have my eyes checked every year and my feet too. I know the complications.
About 8 months ago I visited the clinic for my check up, everything was fine until my hba1c came back as 13.7 of course I was told all the risks and things that this would entail. I decided I'd had enough of being high and constantly drinking and weeing so I made a commitment to get my results down and my doctor said if I showed significant improvement next time he would put a request in for me to have a pump. More determined than ever I went home and stuck religiously to everything, the next time I went back my hba1c had come down to 12.2, and while this is still way too high, I was happy that it has started to come back to normal. The doctor said he was more than happy to transfer me to the pump clinic.
Now here is my issue, in the children's clinic I was offered a pump, but things weren't explained properly to me, I was told about the good points but not given any information and things that can go wrong, so I went away thinking these things were wonderful until I read up on some of the bad things like infections in the injection site area and giving too much insulin, so for a good 5 years I have been anti pump, and I think a little bit of it is to do with me not wanting to give in and proving I can still keep it in control (which I clearly struggle with) myself. However recently I have been thinking more about how brilliant it might be.. I work at Asda as a section leader so my shifts vary from earlies to lates, my meals aren't regular and sometimes I completely forget to check my blood sugar and have insulin, so in that sense having something always there to check for me would be good.
Sorry this is so long so I'll get to the point.. what do you think? Do you think I would benefit from this? Obviously I will have a consultation with a doctor to assess my needs and if I need one, I have lots of questions too but I will save that for another time! I just want someone to give me an insight into what they are like!!
Thanks in advance - Becci
When I was 17/18 I was moved into the adult clinic and since then it has gone downhill, I think partially the blame is on me and partially as I moved out of the safety of living with my parents who spent so much time making sure i was always in control. But moving out comes with your own responsibilities and I believe I have gone on the wrong track, I started skipping blood tests and sometimes insulin which I know is awful! I have been in hospital 3 times now with diabetic ketoacidosis and its horrible! But please don't think I am not bothered as I have never missed a diabetic appointment, I have my eyes checked every year and my feet too. I know the complications.
About 8 months ago I visited the clinic for my check up, everything was fine until my hba1c came back as 13.7 of course I was told all the risks and things that this would entail. I decided I'd had enough of being high and constantly drinking and weeing so I made a commitment to get my results down and my doctor said if I showed significant improvement next time he would put a request in for me to have a pump. More determined than ever I went home and stuck religiously to everything, the next time I went back my hba1c had come down to 12.2, and while this is still way too high, I was happy that it has started to come back to normal. The doctor said he was more than happy to transfer me to the pump clinic.
Now here is my issue, in the children's clinic I was offered a pump, but things weren't explained properly to me, I was told about the good points but not given any information and things that can go wrong, so I went away thinking these things were wonderful until I read up on some of the bad things like infections in the injection site area and giving too much insulin, so for a good 5 years I have been anti pump, and I think a little bit of it is to do with me not wanting to give in and proving I can still keep it in control (which I clearly struggle with) myself. However recently I have been thinking more about how brilliant it might be.. I work at Asda as a section leader so my shifts vary from earlies to lates, my meals aren't regular and sometimes I completely forget to check my blood sugar and have insulin, so in that sense having something always there to check for me would be good.
Sorry this is so long so I'll get to the point.. what do you think? Do you think I would benefit from this? Obviously I will have a consultation with a doctor to assess my needs and if I need one, I have lots of questions too but I will save that for another time! I just want someone to give me an insight into what they are like!!
Thanks in advance - Becci