Hi Jimmy, I'm Type 2 and getting used to a low carb diet to bring my levels down...not on insulin...probably not well placed to give advice on what to do and not do in your specific case. I just noticed your post there and wanted to say something...even just a wee ****** response to try and help motivate you. Sometimes one reply triggers more etc etc....and someone in a similar situation might respond. I do know that being motivated is everything though, and setbacks along the way...normal life stuff....hinders that. I ha a transplant which slowed me done for a bit, had to adjust a bit. prior to that, I'd given up a career to move from England back up to Scotland...where I did a second degree to help me change direction...to find no jobs...and then the transplant...and then diabetes from it... **** happens. Sounds like you've had a rough time recently with hypos...and well..what I'm saying is...looks like there's a hell of a lot of stress around you - the job alone...relationship breaking...etc. And, that stress definitely won't be helping. I know you can't just switch stress off and pretend everything's lovely..but recognising that stress is adding to everything is important. Avoid it where you can, factor it in to your thinking and accept that its totally reasonable to be ****** off at everything and less than 100% focused due to frustration. But..you are still a very young guy with tons of stuff ahead, so thin about what's important and make changes if you have to to lessens the stress. easier said than done, I know, but with different circumstances maybe less stress, less hypos, more determination....get out, get a buzz from something new and refocus...coz you owe it to yourself to get to the future ahead...where there's probably nice stuff waiting. I don't think it's a about trying harder...I think it's about realising what's going on around you, what you want, and making it happen...and while you may think...that's miles away...you need to start the walk somewhere..and trying is all we can do. Don't expect yourself to be superman...you're human...there's ups and downs...just do what you can and don't bottle things up. Use this site, mate..I've found it really helpful. My life still has its ****** bits, but they are much less important than the good bits, and at least my blood sugar level is on track now. I still get stressed though, eh? Anyway, sorry not to be able to help more directly. Take care.