- Messages
- 63
- Type of diabetes
- Type 1
- Treatment type
- Insulin
- Dislikes
- HIGH blood sugars!
I hate it when my blood sugars are always high and I just know that one day I will be told that I am ill with complications of diabetes!!
For the last week they have been uncontrollable and I've spoken to my diabetic team and they just said do corrections and in 4 hours it will be down!! Well guess what! In 4 hours it's not down its still up after meals I'm high I've done everything correctly my hba1c has gone from 5.3 to 7.3 in 3 months and I'm honestly scared about my future and I want my life back!
I want enjoyment even if it's only for another 10 years so maybe I should just give up controlling it and live for 10 or 15 years before getting ill and dying. I would rather that than 30 years of controlling it and then after all that becoming ill.
I want my health back I want to be like other young adults my age! Who all seem to eat what ever they want and don't have to worry about their health!!
I'm so angry, frustrated, scared and upset.
For the last week they have been uncontrollable and I've spoken to my diabetic team and they just said do corrections and in 4 hours it will be down!! Well guess what! In 4 hours it's not down its still up after meals I'm high I've done everything correctly my hba1c has gone from 5.3 to 7.3 in 3 months and I'm honestly scared about my future and I want my life back!
I want enjoyment even if it's only for another 10 years so maybe I should just give up controlling it and live for 10 or 15 years before getting ill and dying. I would rather that than 30 years of controlling it and then after all that becoming ill.
I want my health back I want to be like other young adults my age! Who all seem to eat what ever they want and don't have to worry about their health!!
I'm so angry, frustrated, scared and upset.