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I didn't want to tell Em what my really big fear is because I don't want her to start thinking about it and maybe being afraid herself. It is small spaces. If necessary, I would hate it, but I would somehow deal with even a big spider but I could never force myself to go into a narrow or low space - even though on one occasion it meant me waiting alone in a very dim light in a smallish cavern in the cliffs at Hastings, while everyone else went ahead through a narrow "corridor" which would end up exactly where I was standing - just for the fun of it. The corridor so narrow that now, I wouldn't be able to get my bulk through.
Same when we rented Rosslyn Castle for a few days for a family get-together - I couldn't bear the thought of exploring the lowest level until I hit on the idea of covering my head with my jacket. Odd.
Same when I was on a ship in drydock in Japan and I knew that my husband was underneath the ship, checking the hull in a 6ft high space. It never occurred to him to think of it, but I felt that the ship would fall off its supports and crush him. Also odd. It couldn't fall off. Not unless there were an earthquake - not unknown in Japan but that wasn't what I was thinking of.
Edited because it loaded before I finished typing.
Same when we rented Rosslyn Castle for a few days for a family get-together - I couldn't bear the thought of exploring the lowest level until I hit on the idea of covering my head with my jacket. Odd.
Same when I was on a ship in drydock in Japan and I knew that my husband was underneath the ship, checking the hull in a 6ft high space. It never occurred to him to think of it, but I felt that the ship would fall off its supports and crush him. Also odd. It couldn't fall off. Not unless there were an earthquake - not unknown in Japan but that wasn't what I was thinking of.
Edited because it loaded before I finished typing.
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