Hi
@Debmcgee I just wanted to say that this thread might well be my most favourite thing posted here! I found it 4 days ago and enjoyed getting caught up with you and your current journey.
In many ways it mirrors my own story. I joined the forum a little over a year ago with a HbA1c of 50 and after 3 months I lost 40lb or so and brought my number down to 37. 3 months later it was 34 and i had lost a further 25lb. Then life hit me like a truck and people close to me fell ill and my mother passed away very suddenly. Everything spiraled out of control for me

I fell back into the old habits of disordered eating that have been such a massive part of my life for so long and I completely stopped taking care of my own health needs.
1 week ago, my latest HbA1c came back as 42 and I have have put back on almost all of the weight I have lost. I was expecting that number to be a whole lot higher and I can't describe my relief that it wasn't! I started to tentatively pick back up with LCHF, only this time I plan to be far more organised and really diversify my menu and ingredients to make sure that this time it becomes a way of life and not something I step in and out of and if/when disordered thoughts/habits make their way through, I know how to deal with them in a low carb way that doesn't undo all of my hard work and make me give up, feel like a failure and walk away again...
Finding this thread increased my determination more than I can express, so thank you for sharing and keep it up!