I had my Db check yesterday and have been told that my blood glucose is slowly going up each year. As I suffer from bad depression I do tend to resort to binges for comfort and especially chocolate binges which I know is very bad but very difficult to break.
My readings were .. Bp 152/90 Cholesterol 6.5 Db Control 54
My weight is 92kg and I am 4' 11"
Any advice would be appreciated.
Hi Foxy,
I can emphasize with you, I'm also a binge eater with depression and only recently diagnosed with diabetes. Its really hard not to binge, especially when depressed but its probably why your blood sugars are rising but I guess you already know that. How to stop that's the hard one. Around six months ago I was pre-diabetic, but the depression got in the way, I was put on Olanzapine as I wasn't coping, worse drug going, couldn't stop eating anything and everything, the Binges were totally out of control, unlike you I don't just binge on chocolate, it's anything sweet ice cream, sweets, chocolate, desserts, sweet pastries and so on. This went on for 12 weeks, three stone heavier, even more depressed I had to beg the consultant to take me off the medication, two weeks and one blood test later I was diagnosed with diabetes. Which in many ways was a shock, but not in others. All through those twelve weeks I knew I was putting my health at risk with the prospect of becoming diabetic but my depression meant I didn't care, at the time knowing it didn't mean anything, that's probably hard for people here to understand but that's the nature of depression, I simply didn't have the energy or motivation to care, there were times when I was so low I even wished it would happen, as I was in self destruct mode by then. Depression is such a horrible condition.
The diabetes diagnosis has made me look up and take notice; for a while anyway; I'm finding it really hard but I've not binged in 6 weeks; a record for me; I'm on a new psyc medication and been managing better, but I'm now beginning to slip back into depression mode so who knows what will happen.
My advise to you is to try and be strong, if possible avoid the binges, I'd tell you not to buy chocolate but I know that won't work your do it anyway if your like me. Be kind to yourself and if you can try and refocus on a low carb diet. I still have to have a sweet fix every day but I'm relying on fruit for that; I know that can be controversial as many find it spikes their blood sugars; but for me its the least of a bad thing I could be eating.
Good luck with it all.
Maggie