@Pancreas problems . Hey look, one beauty of this forum is the anonymity it gives. If I’m right you’re still very young, at your age I would have struggled to discuss inner feelings. I wasn’t diagnosed until I was 27 and I’m now 55 and have spent many hours trying to figure out diabetes in my head, even worse I’ve lost countless hours letting diabetes dictate my inner feelings and thoughts, usually doubt and fear. It took me along time to find my way of regaining control. Diabetes will find anyway possible to attack and disrupt our lives.
There isn’t nothing that you say makes zero sense that someone else here doesn’t experience at some time or another.
Sometimes things don’t have to make sense.
I’ve been on the forum quite sometime and I often make no sense whatsoever
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There’ll always be someone prepared to listen and understand ( especially some of us old uns ).
Good luck and stay positive.