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Hi hi all!
Far from my usual optimism but I think pre-first day jitters has really launched my anxiety into the stratosphere. Being 28 and having the dreaded T2D has been getting to me today, I’m getting so afraid of what might happen. Celebrating the fact that I’m rather stable in the 5’s and low 6’s with just metformin now kind of gets marred when I start to ponder 10 or 20 or even 30 years down the line. I’m only just starting to get my life on track after being unemployed for so long. I’m eating better and feeling better but I can never shake the fact that I am probably looking at a bleak future if I mess up again. It does sometimes feel like I may have just ended this life far before it could begin.
Sorry for the ranting all, I guess I am a little thin skinned due to renovating my room all week and not having my PC for entertainment.
Far from my usual optimism but I think pre-first day jitters has really launched my anxiety into the stratosphere. Being 28 and having the dreaded T2D has been getting to me today, I’m getting so afraid of what might happen. Celebrating the fact that I’m rather stable in the 5’s and low 6’s with just metformin now kind of gets marred when I start to ponder 10 or 20 or even 30 years down the line. I’m only just starting to get my life on track after being unemployed for so long. I’m eating better and feeling better but I can never shake the fact that I am probably looking at a bleak future if I mess up again. It does sometimes feel like I may have just ended this life far before it could begin.
Sorry for the ranting all, I guess I am a little thin skinned due to renovating my room all week and not having my PC for entertainment.