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The last couple of weeks I have felt so overwhelmed that I have just given up..
Anyone who read my last, post-operation thread, would have seen what I was eating, purely to eat, and the guilt I felt about letting myself and everyone else down.
Its so darned difficult. I have such good intentions but the fibro pain is often off the charts, my Autism and Anxiety Disorder are ramped up to ten, I am stressed out, works manic, I have no outside interests and hobbies and I am permanently worn out.
I want to eat healthily; I know what I should eat but I have zero appetite for it. I just don't want it and often the very thought of eating it makes me nauseous. I have tried to balance the "bad" with increased exercise which is very hard to do and only makes my fibro flare up even more. I have three weeks until the dietician (already cancelled once) and feel I am just clinging on in the vain hope she mentions something that appeals; that I can eat and that I won't avoid.
My fasting blood is okay but I wouldn't expect much else as I don't eat much even if it is "bad" stuff.
But I just can't cope eating LCHF right now.
I want to. But I have given up.
Sorry.
Anyone who read my last, post-operation thread, would have seen what I was eating, purely to eat, and the guilt I felt about letting myself and everyone else down.
Its so darned difficult. I have such good intentions but the fibro pain is often off the charts, my Autism and Anxiety Disorder are ramped up to ten, I am stressed out, works manic, I have no outside interests and hobbies and I am permanently worn out.
I want to eat healthily; I know what I should eat but I have zero appetite for it. I just don't want it and often the very thought of eating it makes me nauseous. I have tried to balance the "bad" with increased exercise which is very hard to do and only makes my fibro flare up even more. I have three weeks until the dietician (already cancelled once) and feel I am just clinging on in the vain hope she mentions something that appeals; that I can eat and that I won't avoid.
My fasting blood is okay but I wouldn't expect much else as I don't eat much even if it is "bad" stuff.
But I just can't cope eating LCHF right now.
I want to. But I have given up.
Sorry.