My sugars have been all over the place in recent weeks. From going really low to 2.3 and then going up really high to where the meter just says ‘HI’ and sometimes in the middle. I really don’t know what’s going on because I don’t eat much and sometimes I’m too sick to eat or drink. Don’t know if that’s why but it’s making me feel so sick. I’m scared to upload my sensor as everytime I do the DSNs always say something negative and then I get stressed and make myself sick stressing and worrying about everything. I have a diabetes appointment on Thursday and honestly I’m dreading it. I’ve decided that if they have a go at me again for my sugars I won’t be going back or communicating with them. I always go away from the appointment upset, depressed and really emotional as they know I have a catheter in and I now have it for the rest of my life and I also have bowel problems, I don’t just have diabetes to worry about anymore. My mental health is a lot worse and I’m worried that them having a go at me or saying something negative then it will push me over the edge.
Last week one of my DSNs/dietician told me off for using the hypo kit because my sugars weren’t rising at all and it was looking bad like I was going to go to sleep while trying to eat sweets which can be dangerous. My mum had no choice but to use it. We weren’t going to ring an ambulance because that would stress me out and they’d want me to go to hospital which I refuse to do after my stay in January when a doctor sat on my bed and watched me sleep then continued to tell me I was going to die if I didn’t have the catheter back in. I don’t know what to do. I’m so stressed out which is making everything worse.
Last week one of my DSNs/dietician told me off for using the hypo kit because my sugars weren’t rising at all and it was looking bad like I was going to go to sleep while trying to eat sweets which can be dangerous. My mum had no choice but to use it. We weren’t going to ring an ambulance because that would stress me out and they’d want me to go to hospital which I refuse to do after my stay in January when a doctor sat on my bed and watched me sleep then continued to tell me I was going to die if I didn’t have the catheter back in. I don’t know what to do. I’m so stressed out which is making everything worse.