nuthead, you are so right to mention why i had the crisps in the house, i only have myself to blame and had the courage to post saying i had them
Dear
@ally1
We can offer all the support in the world but at the end of the day only you can take ownership of the responsibility of looking after your health.
Nobody on this forum can police you, or tell you off, or control what you chose to eat or not.
To be honest if giving in to temptation and having that packet of crisps is a crime, it is only a crime against yourself, nobody else.
You have made wonderful progress to bring your levels down as much as you have but you are not really down to "safe" levels yet, so you can not afford to let your guard down. Especially not when you had to spent a day in the hospital last week, with high sugar levels for which no one was able to give you a reason.
You are right that posting about it on this site was both honest and brave. I like to think that it represented an acknowledgement to yourself of your mistake.
At the end of the day as you are the only person responsible for looking after your condition, you are also the only person you are really accountable to.
What we think or say is of little relevance.
What really matters is what you think about the choices that you make.
If there is one thing that our glucose meters do is that they give us immediate feedback on the direct consequences on our sugar levels of the different choices that we make.
Unfortunately, what they do not show us is the long term consequences, the damage that is done to our bodies by the high sugar levels.
What is done is done. Only you can decide if it was a mistake or not. If it was learn from it and move on all the wiser for it.
All the best
Pavlos