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Hi everyone,
i have been diabetic for 16 yrs, i am now 55 yrs and scared, i suffer from depression and now take an anti depressant permanently.
i believe i have an eating disorder, i hide to eat and sometimes i am eating and crying at the same time thinking why am i doing this? At least with alcoholism you can stop drinking alcohol, we all need to eat.
mostly i am just ashamed and believe all the negative hype that i am disgusting and harming myself, i dont know why cuz i wold never think badly of others in the same situation,
i look after my disabled husband and elderly mum who both live with me , i work as a nurse with people who have dementia and i love it, i have all the time in the world for people with mental health problems but am now struggling with working and being a carer. i have to admit a little bit of me is thinking where is the help for me? ive always helped others.
Oh dear that all sounds like one great big sulky rant sorry everyone but i am near the end of my tether, people seem so mean and accusatory.
carolyn
i have been diabetic for 16 yrs, i am now 55 yrs and scared, i suffer from depression and now take an anti depressant permanently.
i believe i have an eating disorder, i hide to eat and sometimes i am eating and crying at the same time thinking why am i doing this? At least with alcoholism you can stop drinking alcohol, we all need to eat.
mostly i am just ashamed and believe all the negative hype that i am disgusting and harming myself, i dont know why cuz i wold never think badly of others in the same situation,
i look after my disabled husband and elderly mum who both live with me , i work as a nurse with people who have dementia and i love it, i have all the time in the world for people with mental health problems but am now struggling with working and being a carer. i have to admit a little bit of me is thinking where is the help for me? ive always helped others.
Oh dear that all sounds like one great big sulky rant sorry everyone but i am near the end of my tether, people seem so mean and accusatory.
carolyn