Sorry not a t1 man myself but as a t1 mum I have a happy healthy family, if I ever stopped to think about the 'what if's' then I wouldn't be fortunate enough to of experienced the love of my family, I don't think we can ever predict what will happen in life but if we don't take chances then our lives would be quite empty. My moto is to live in the present, and enjoy the time we have here today.