So just how determined are you to get your T2 back on track?
I get that you need something to eat, but you don't need a high carb meal when your BGs are this high. And the carbs will make you feel hungrier later on, it's a vicious circle. If you are still on Victoza that should be helping you by lessening your appetite a little? We have seen this pattern before with you over the years and I don't see any change in attitude at all. There's always a reason why you can't do what you should do, be it your love of carbs (yep me too), your Mum encouraging you to eat badly, work, being let down by your surgery etc etc
The thing is when the **** hits the fan, it's you who will suffer, not your medical team, not your Mum, not me...you. I remember telling you years ago that it would be far easier for you to take control back then whilst you didn't need insulin, but hey, you drifted away, and here we are now. It's more complicated now with insulin and insulin resistance both in the mix, but it's still do-able. Just think how complicated it would be if your lost your eyesight or a toe or two. Saying you are determined is just not enough. You have to BE determined, and frankly I just don't see it. If you always do what you have always done you will always get what you have always got.
Only you can do this. Only you will suffer if you don't.
So, you decide. Just what do you love most? Garlic bread and spaghetti or your toes and eyes?
I've said it before, but I really think you need counselling to help you stop pressing the self destruct button. That's what I needed, and things still aren't always easy for me. I don't always make the right choices myself, but having typed this reply to you do you think I will be having chips when my hubby has chips tomorrow? No, I won't. I love my toes.