hey guys, so i’m not disgonsed yet, i’m going to the doctor on tuesday but there’s a high chance i have type two diabetes. i’m so scared and embarrassed and i don’t want anyone finding out. i’ve been crying for like an hour, i don’t know what to do. i don’t even know how they test for this stuff but i’m so embarrassed that i let myself get overweight. i’m not sure what i’m trying to get out of posting this but i don’t know anyone who can relate. please help i’m so scared.