Thank you for all your help and support.
Realise this morning that my problem is just hating feeling so different. With the 640g when I get up its carrying the thing with me everywhere. Normal habit used to be quickly get up, go loo, make a cuppa and take back to bed. Since the 640 I've had to lump it round in one hand, as I used to just flit round the bungalow nude.
By middle of next week I shall be back mobile again without the lump to carry round. Happy!!
Martin.. I truly know how your wife feels. I got poisoned and almost died after horrendous treatment actually from my Oncologist not speaking or understanding good english. He said afterwards that I never sounded ill when I phoned him for an urgent appt....and he told me to ring back Monday and soeak to his Sec. His Sec then told me to see GP.
I have said I would not go through any further treatment as well and the fear of it returning is high in my head.. I have had enormous trouble from hospital. I have no oncologist now, my cancer consultant apparently left the trust in Jan and thats why I have been passed round by 6 doctors/consuktants. Diff one everytime....i'm
now being transferred to another hospital. I know exactly how your wife feels... Its not a good feeling but everybodies experiences with C and hospitals is different. Some may get much better treatment and be more positive.
Thank you all so much...
Going to enjoy my delayed burthday day out now!!

