Thanks
@AndBreathe I did wonder if it was a kind of "reactive" low after the peak that I never got to see. I appreciate your point of view regarding the Metformin too.
I seem to have hit a bit of a wall right now

I started off so well and so determined but now I'm struggling real bad. I seem to have lost my way on the LC/HF diet. It's not that I've gone back to eating carbs. It's just that my commitment to having all the fresh stuff in has dwindled and I find myself looking in the cupboard or fridge and the salad is limp and likewise the stir-fry veg and because I don't have anything allowable I just make do with a hard boiled egg, a yogurt and some sunflower seeds. (That's what I had about 11 o'clock this morning). Then come 3 pm I was really hungry and couldn't think what to have quick so I decided to have 2 crispbreads spread with cream cheese. I know crispbreads caused me to spike a bit once before so I decided to test before and after. so my 3 pm reading was 5.7 An hour after eating the c/bread I tested 9.2. 2 hours 7.7 3 hours 7.0 and 4 hours 6.2. That seems a very long time for my levels to come down especially as the crispbreads were only 4.5 carbs each.
By then it was gone 7 and I could have eaten my own leg so I just opened a small tin of salmon, tipped it into a bowl and ate it as was. I now feel lousy, palpitations blurry vision and all out of sorts. I know it's because I haven't eaten enough but my sugars were so high and took so long to come down it scared me???
I know I've got to get my act together and start cooking proper wholesome meals again. I feel I've failed because instead of learning a new healthier way of eating I seem to have become afraid of food and what it can do
Copey - I know, for you a month, or a couple of months seems like ages, but in terms of life experience it's no time at all. You seem to expect you should have cracked everything by now and be in absolute control. Trust me, that's not usually how it works, and even when we have a decent insight into things, dear old diabetes throws us a curved ball, knocks us off balance, and introduces a dollop of self-doubt. Anyone who says it doesn't isn't being entirely truthful with themselves or you. You can trust me on that.
So, yesterday, you got a bit out of synch with mealtimes, and ended up having some crispbreads you haven't had for a while. Your score wasn't what you wanted, but, hey, what's done is done. In reality, we don't know if just as you were eating you didn't have a liver dump, followed by your food, giving you a double dose of glucose going around your system. We don't know if you did or you didn't, and there's no way we can really test for that, unless you are wearing some sort of constant glucose monitoring gizmo, which probably isn't practical.
As a result of your shocking (referring to your reaction; not a judgement on the actual rise, as at 2 hours, it was a 2mmol/l rise, which most would feel to be acceptable). When we eat fast acting carbs, as in the crispbread, you will have a quick rise, as you did, so I actually don't see anything catastrophic in all of that so far.
Then I'm concluding you didn't want to eat as you felt eat with a starting score of 7.7 was too high? But, the truth of the matter is that by stretching things out you are potentially taking yourself back around the same loop.
I'm almost reading that by doing as you did, you're almost punishing yourself for being a bit higher than you wanted to be. Why would you want to do that (rhetorical question)?
Personally, I din't subscribe to the "I eat every 4 hours, like clck-work" or the like, but I do try not to miss meals - particularly if it means I'll be eating very late and going to bed with a full tummy, or not able to decide what to eat, because it's so far into the evening.
I would suggest that sometimes, we just have to say, something along the lines of, "Oh bother! That part of the plan didn't go quite right, and plough on anyway." By the time you have slept and started a new day, it's likely your glucose sheet will be swept clean anyway. Obviously if you have 2 portions of chips, several lemon meringue pies, with fut sweet custard (where did that combo come from?), then the carb hot would be extreme, so in that circumstance, it might take a little longer to level the glucose playing field.
Copey - I urge you to try to start see the positives in what you are doing, and not focus on the negatives or beat yourself up when things don't quite go right. The thing is; we sometimes learn the most valuable lessons from our mistakes or the less good things that happen. We move on very quickly, with a quick smile from a good post-meal score, we don't move on quite so quickly from those scores that give us that "Oh s&^%, funny tummy feeling". But, we don't forget those messages, and try not to repeat them?
So, a couple of things:
Try to have some sort of routine in your life
Measure and learn from the mistakes, without beating yourself up
Keep decent food in the house, including stuff that's easy and quick to prepare and doesn't marmalise the bloods. For example, I can pretty much guarantee that if I have a 3 egg cheese omelette, with or without a bit of salad, my 2 hour score will be less that my starting. It's virtually always been that way. So, if I need something quick, and I can't be bothered to cook, I might go to that. I can prepare it quickly. I can swap around some of the add-ins, to vary the flavours, and it's cheap.
So, as usual some things to think about, but be positive.