I need to rant about something. It's probably going to go all over the place and it might not make sense in places, but try to stick with me. Do you ever just feel so alone because of your diabetes? I feel so awkward whenever I'm with my friends if we go out to eat or something. They'll just start eating and I have to check my glucose. Does anyone else feel like this or is it just me. I feel like I don't fit in at school either. I feel so out of place, like I don't belong anywhere. Sometimes I wish diabetes would just go away. I know that it's not going to, but I wish it would. I feel like no one understands me. My best friend tries to understand, but I know that no matter how hard she tries, she just won't understand. Whoever I try and explain myself to, they aren't going to understand. And I'm just going through the same things over and over again. Check glucose, eat, high glucose, cover, low glucose, eat, high glucose cover. I just feel trapped, like my life is a giant circle and I'm not going anywhere. I'm just stuck. Can someone help me end this cycle?