Am I too anxious?
I found my blood pressure was high 140/90 last year end and took medication to keep it below 130/80. My doctor asked me to check blood glucose and then I was diagnosed to be Type 2 diabetes on 23/01/2020. I am on Metformin 500mg x 2 per day now. After diagnosis, I read many information from internet and watch a lot videos on Youtube like Dr. Jason Fung’s. And very lucky, I found this forum and learn a lot from you all.
Since finding out of high blood pressure, I started to lose weight in late December by diet and doing exercise (mainly walking). I lost 32 pounds in 4 months, BMI from 31 to 24 now. I always imagine that I can put diabetes into remission after losing such pounds. However, I know I am not. Today, my BG after lunch spiked from 5.9 to 10.2mmol/L in 2 hours and lowered to 7.5 in 3 hours. I had a big Mac (eating one piece of bread) and fried potatoes in McDonald. I knew I should not take this. But I just want to try how good or how bad I can manage. I was upset by the numbers.
My usual fasting BG is around 6.0 -6.9 before breakfast which is not so good, I think. Usually I can keep post meal BG below 7-8 (2hours) by eating less carbs. I prick my fingers frequently though my diabetes nurse told me not to do so. But I can’t help. I always want to know the numbers. Though I will have my first A1c test after diagnosis next month, I foresee the number would not be so good. This make me anxious. I am too eager to be in remission or reverse.
I am really afraid that I have already missed the good chance of remission after losing pounds. I saw many people in this forum or other websites said they reversed diabetes after losing pounds. They even lose less pounds than me. I don’t know what else I can do if I really missed this good chance.
Besides, it seems I did not do so much to loss my weight but the progress of weight loss is quite fast, 32 pounds in 4 months. I just eat less carbs, but not on keto, cut all snacks and sweet drinks and just walking, not even running. I worried about this. I don’t know how to stop losing weight when I reach desire weight. I still have a belly, not too small. I don’t want to be too skinny. I can’t eat carbs to gain / keep weight and I want to keep doing exercise.
Maybe I am too impatient. Maybe I have to wait some more time for my body to adapt to the changes in new weight. Maybe I need to lose more pounds. I am always thinking these questions these days.
I am always thinking: Do I have chance to reverse?
I found my blood pressure was high 140/90 last year end and took medication to keep it below 130/80. My doctor asked me to check blood glucose and then I was diagnosed to be Type 2 diabetes on 23/01/2020. I am on Metformin 500mg x 2 per day now. After diagnosis, I read many information from internet and watch a lot videos on Youtube like Dr. Jason Fung’s. And very lucky, I found this forum and learn a lot from you all.
Since finding out of high blood pressure, I started to lose weight in late December by diet and doing exercise (mainly walking). I lost 32 pounds in 4 months, BMI from 31 to 24 now. I always imagine that I can put diabetes into remission after losing such pounds. However, I know I am not. Today, my BG after lunch spiked from 5.9 to 10.2mmol/L in 2 hours and lowered to 7.5 in 3 hours. I had a big Mac (eating one piece of bread) and fried potatoes in McDonald. I knew I should not take this. But I just want to try how good or how bad I can manage. I was upset by the numbers.
My usual fasting BG is around 6.0 -6.9 before breakfast which is not so good, I think. Usually I can keep post meal BG below 7-8 (2hours) by eating less carbs. I prick my fingers frequently though my diabetes nurse told me not to do so. But I can’t help. I always want to know the numbers. Though I will have my first A1c test after diagnosis next month, I foresee the number would not be so good. This make me anxious. I am too eager to be in remission or reverse.
I am really afraid that I have already missed the good chance of remission after losing pounds. I saw many people in this forum or other websites said they reversed diabetes after losing pounds. They even lose less pounds than me. I don’t know what else I can do if I really missed this good chance.
Besides, it seems I did not do so much to loss my weight but the progress of weight loss is quite fast, 32 pounds in 4 months. I just eat less carbs, but not on keto, cut all snacks and sweet drinks and just walking, not even running. I worried about this. I don’t know how to stop losing weight when I reach desire weight. I still have a belly, not too small. I don’t want to be too skinny. I can’t eat carbs to gain / keep weight and I want to keep doing exercise.
Maybe I am too impatient. Maybe I have to wait some more time for my body to adapt to the changes in new weight. Maybe I need to lose more pounds. I am always thinking these questions these days.
I am always thinking: Do I have chance to reverse?