I've been trying to test my blood sugar levels now for quite a while - i get the meter out and prepare the stick and i'm all prepared to test myself. i push the finger pricker against my finger and just cant press the button i'm really annoyed with myself its driving me mad - i know it wont hurt - but i just cant do it This whole bloody thing is really getting me down
the stupid thing is i know it wont hurt - i tried to get my other half to do it for me - but this just ended up with us arguing as i was nervous and she made a remark about "not knowing i was going to do it today" I'm sick of this already - i hate blood tests, i hate needles and i'm sick of having brain melting headaches if i ever eat anything sweet.
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the stupid thing is i know it wont hurt - i tried to get my other half to do it for me - but this just ended up with us arguing as i was nervous and she made a remark about "not knowing i was going to do it today" I'm sick of this already - i hate blood tests, i hate needles and i'm sick of having brain melting headaches if i ever eat anything sweet.
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRG!