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- Type of diabetes
- Type 2
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- Tablets (oral)
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- My pancreas
Hi all. It's been a while since I've posted... had so much going on at home! So anyway I find myself back here. Hello to those of you who may remember me! I've lost weight with slimming world and calorie counting in the past year. All was going well until I noticed I haven't paid much attention to my sugar levels. I've got cracks in my feet that won't heal no matter what I do. Retinopathy results are ok but for how long? My levels are always between 10-20. I know. I do. I've also been diagnosed with chronic fatigue. I'm sleeping on average 16 hours out of 24 nearly every day. I'm constantly tired.
I'll be honest, I can't stand low carb. I'm a massive eater and have turned to food all my life for various emotional states- always happiest with white bread, potatoes, rice, pasta and of course, chocolate. I take tonnes of insulin and sometimes it works. So I'm sure I could tolerate SOME. But I think, the NHS recommended way of life doesn't work for me. I overeat, get carb high and love munching on all kinds of ****. I'm not sure what it is that's made me download a sample of Dr Bernsteins book, but I did. Now I'm thinking- if when I was diagnosed someone would have sat me down and said hey, you no longer can have carbs the way you do or you're going to die or suffer bad complications from this disease. I would have been so scared I would've changed everything. Instead I was told to crack on- just inject. Now here I am reading all of the topics and absorbing the wealth of info on here. You're all legends. I admire you all. I don't know if I can do it- I'll be honest I'm depressed and anxious and I'm treated with Prozac. I'm terrified of death and this is probably contributing to my presence here today. I can't go LOW carb- I don't want to really- but I'm quite happy to cut out certain bad carbs and see what I can tolerate. My food budget is really tight and I have 3 children. So I can't live off steak, as nice as that would be. I also love sweetener- is that possible to keep having? I've already stopped having skimmed milk in my coffee and I have coconut milk instead. Would I be better having cream? If so, what kind? Pouring cream? Sorry to sound clueless. So far today I've had a soya latte from Costa, spinach and three eggs cooked in a tablespoon of butter with 30g cheese and a tin of sweetcorn. Then I had ten Nairn crackers with Philadelphia cheese light spread and smoked ham. I log everything on myfitnesspal and it says I've had 75g of carbs already.
Should I have a certain percentage of fat/protein/carbs?
Do I have to do the ketosis thing to get any results?
Do I monitor calories? The last time I tried this I wrecked myself by eating so much fat I gained half a stone!
I'm also wondering whether to take my basal down?
I'm aware there's a jovial tone to this- it's how I am. Truly though I'm terrified, I haven't got the dedication many of you seem to have and yet this really is a matter of life and death isn't it?
Thank you for reading this x
I'll be honest, I can't stand low carb. I'm a massive eater and have turned to food all my life for various emotional states- always happiest with white bread, potatoes, rice, pasta and of course, chocolate. I take tonnes of insulin and sometimes it works. So I'm sure I could tolerate SOME. But I think, the NHS recommended way of life doesn't work for me. I overeat, get carb high and love munching on all kinds of ****. I'm not sure what it is that's made me download a sample of Dr Bernsteins book, but I did. Now I'm thinking- if when I was diagnosed someone would have sat me down and said hey, you no longer can have carbs the way you do or you're going to die or suffer bad complications from this disease. I would have been so scared I would've changed everything. Instead I was told to crack on- just inject. Now here I am reading all of the topics and absorbing the wealth of info on here. You're all legends. I admire you all. I don't know if I can do it- I'll be honest I'm depressed and anxious and I'm treated with Prozac. I'm terrified of death and this is probably contributing to my presence here today. I can't go LOW carb- I don't want to really- but I'm quite happy to cut out certain bad carbs and see what I can tolerate. My food budget is really tight and I have 3 children. So I can't live off steak, as nice as that would be. I also love sweetener- is that possible to keep having? I've already stopped having skimmed milk in my coffee and I have coconut milk instead. Would I be better having cream? If so, what kind? Pouring cream? Sorry to sound clueless. So far today I've had a soya latte from Costa, spinach and three eggs cooked in a tablespoon of butter with 30g cheese and a tin of sweetcorn. Then I had ten Nairn crackers with Philadelphia cheese light spread and smoked ham. I log everything on myfitnesspal and it says I've had 75g of carbs already.
Should I have a certain percentage of fat/protein/carbs?
Do I have to do the ketosis thing to get any results?
Do I monitor calories? The last time I tried this I wrecked myself by eating so much fat I gained half a stone!
I'm also wondering whether to take my basal down?
I'm aware there's a jovial tone to this- it's how I am. Truly though I'm terrified, I haven't got the dedication many of you seem to have and yet this really is a matter of life and death isn't it?
Thank you for reading this x