I really do feel for you!
Don't forget, I had over a couple of decades, this century and last that my weight went up despite being on my feet, working and everything else. I had a normal day worked out for me and I did an average of eight kilometres a day and I was on a recommended diet, it was wrong but I still put the pounds on!
I have stopped losing weight, mere ounces up and down, I can't get below twelve stone tho, despite all my trials and tribulations. Trying to get it going down and losing the visceral fat that my endocrinologist just doesn't like on me!
I know you are going to say, I wish I was twelve stone and I'm ****** at my body and how food affects your health and daily life!
I know I've been there!
We do have to find that balance and find those foods that do the damage and just eliminate them from our diet.
There is alternatives, but can we maintain it and at what cost to our sanity and our pockets and our lives in general.
I do think we are in it for the long haul and we can't give in, we have to tough it out.
Today, I heard that three people close to our family, had positive cancer results.
Two are terminal!
One has a great chance!
I don't want to waste my chance, since getting my life back and getting my health back. I won't give in! If there is a choice between being food and being healthy, you do know what I would choose?
I'm in a situation that I have no choice, a sort of Hobson choice, the right foods, the constant exercise and doing without treats and social occasions, to feast and celebrate. I'd rather celebrate my life by being here in twenty years time with my great grandkids, and supporting my beloved team and maybe, lose that weight that has to come off!
I'm now going to have a mid evening small piece of roasted gammon, maybe a few spoons of yoghurt, and go to bed, ready to fast in work tomorrow and maybe eat tomorrow evening, if I want, I don't have a timetable no more.
I eat when I want, when I went not because I have to!
I'm totally fed up!
I want to dominate my food, not the other way around!
My body tells me now, when it wants something and then I decide what and when!
It's a great feeling to be this way!
Keep battling, I'm convinced you can win, like I did to get to where I am now.
You have to, what choice have you got, what other options do you have?
We all get a bit depressed and feel sorry for ourselves.
What you have to do as in footie, you have to get back on the pitch and get a result next game, backbouncibility!
Find your balance and kick start that weight loss. Keep fighting!
Best wishes.
@zand
Sorry, for the long post! I had thought I stopped doing this!