Hi
@Maxy
just been having a re-read to bring myself up to date.
there are so many things going on that making changes does not appear to be having either the desired effect if any change at all.
the inconsistency is troubling.
the most difficult thing is that life keeps marching on and to me you need to take some time off and almost start over.
my highlights of things to look at
short term ( next few days ) -- shorter needles if possible ( not sure what length you on but 4mm are available ) , change of insulins to animal if possible ( keep pushing on this ) , small bolus doses for protein meals , keep to a real routine for timing ( in the bad old days when i was diagnosed the routine was EVERYTHING )
medium term ( next few weeks )- bo**ocks to the nurse running you higher to avoid hypo's -- your hypo awareness is severely impaired and you qualify on NICE guidelines on that basis for a pump ( she is fobbing you off with a cheaper option and delaying tactics )
get to the Endocrinologist -- camp out at the hospital if you need to ( slight exageration but not much ) - he is the person that can fast track a pump
remember these medical people are people first -- be FIRM and go in prepared ( spreadsheets filled in - the more detailed the better )
in other words don't be fobbed off
finally -- [bro hug] -- you really going through't mill right now