- Messages
- 2
- Type of diabetes
- Type 1
- Treatment type
- Insulin
Hi All
I am a 20yo male who was recently diagnosed with Type 1. I have always been a happy, positive and easy going person. Probably the perfect person to get T1DM, because I can handle it emotionally. I was initially upset when I found out, but after an hour the tears stopped and I was on my way!
Anyway, I am at university and am very active with gym and sport. I took my diagnosis on the chin and I have been very good at adjusting to the new lifestyle.
However, despite feeling so positive about my actual diabetes, I feel so depressed. I do not feel suicidal at all. However I feel so unmotivated, irritable, aggressive, lazy and negatively-wired. I have lost my enjoyment and zest for life. Towards my girlfriend I have become so miserable and negative. I have the most perfect girl right in front of me yet I am finding every reason to be unhappy and give her reasons to walk away. She has been so understanding and supportive but I feel like everyone has a breaking point and she could leave because she doesn't deserve how I have been acting. Towards her and my family I have been so snappy and angry and rude. And it's not my personality at all.
It is so hard to explain how I feel, I just feel so down and I can't find enjoyment in anything. When I get angry or upset, I can't brush it off no matter how hard I try, and my brain just feels messed up. I am always overthinking now, and worrying about things I never used to care about. I can't even sit down to do my uni assignment because I lose concentration in 2 minutes and can't be motivated.
In summary, I am just reaching out because I haven't been myself since I was diagnosed with type 1. I have dealt with the condition itself perfectly fine, but I am undergoing emotional changes that I cannot understand (my sugar levels are mostly between 4-8 also) the cause of. I know most people will say to see a therapist, and I will, but just wanted to see if anyone has felt the same and can explain why I feel so good about the diabetes but my personality is changing so much? I am becoming something I don't like, and it is so hard to stop.
Thanks.
I am a 20yo male who was recently diagnosed with Type 1. I have always been a happy, positive and easy going person. Probably the perfect person to get T1DM, because I can handle it emotionally. I was initially upset when I found out, but after an hour the tears stopped and I was on my way!
Anyway, I am at university and am very active with gym and sport. I took my diagnosis on the chin and I have been very good at adjusting to the new lifestyle.
However, despite feeling so positive about my actual diabetes, I feel so depressed. I do not feel suicidal at all. However I feel so unmotivated, irritable, aggressive, lazy and negatively-wired. I have lost my enjoyment and zest for life. Towards my girlfriend I have become so miserable and negative. I have the most perfect girl right in front of me yet I am finding every reason to be unhappy and give her reasons to walk away. She has been so understanding and supportive but I feel like everyone has a breaking point and she could leave because she doesn't deserve how I have been acting. Towards her and my family I have been so snappy and angry and rude. And it's not my personality at all.
It is so hard to explain how I feel, I just feel so down and I can't find enjoyment in anything. When I get angry or upset, I can't brush it off no matter how hard I try, and my brain just feels messed up. I am always overthinking now, and worrying about things I never used to care about. I can't even sit down to do my uni assignment because I lose concentration in 2 minutes and can't be motivated.
In summary, I am just reaching out because I haven't been myself since I was diagnosed with type 1. I have dealt with the condition itself perfectly fine, but I am undergoing emotional changes that I cannot understand (my sugar levels are mostly between 4-8 also) the cause of. I know most people will say to see a therapist, and I will, but just wanted to see if anyone has felt the same and can explain why I feel so good about the diabetes but my personality is changing so much? I am becoming something I don't like, and it is so hard to stop.
Thanks.