Hi
@akindrat18 I was wondering how you were getting on. Sorry to hear things are not so good right now. You need to remember this is just a temporary setback. We all have those. This is simply down to circumstances and not really you falling off the wagon . When I went to hospital (just one night there and 2 weeks bed rest after) I also fell off the wagon for quite a few weeks. It's difficult to stay on it when all they give you is carbs! Plus you don't feel fit enough to argue. So don't beat yourself up. This is just a glitch, which unlike some of your previous glitches, is not your fault. Take heart from that.
I agree with all of the above posts. You must be feeling a little better now because you have posted and must therefore be willing to try again. Can you start again right now? The sooner the better. I would take what your Mum gives you and leave the bad carbs. If she gives you a cheese sandwich leave the bread and if she gives you sausage and mash leave the mash etc. If she moans just tell her the bread/mash is leaving you feeling tired and drained(or whatever carbs usually do to you) I usually find I'm hungrier later if I eat the whole sandwich than if I just have the cheese. You won't need a lot of calories if you are bedridden so you could use this to your advantage until you are able to go and shop for yourself.
You can rectify this situation, but please start now, because the sooner you do the easier it will be for you. I know this to be true because I fell off the wagon myself on holiday in Sept and took a long time to sort myself out. You're not the only one who does this, but you are the only own who can help yourself.....(and yes I am talking to myself here too)
You
know you
can do this because you have done it before. You know that as a T2 the less carbs you have the easier it is to calculate your insulin requirements and therefore the less chances of a dangerous hypo. One massive effort and you can be back where you were very soon. Keep in touch. I am looking forward to hearing that you have turned this mishap around.
Oh and get well soon.