Good morning, i was wondering if anyone else suffers with depression as a result of their diabetes? Im type 2 and have been for just about five years.
It's not been "as a result of", as I've always struggled with depression. But I did find the diagnosis rough, it made a bad thing worse, for a while. And then, I found out that wildly fluctuating blood glucose and long-term high blood sugars impacted my mood a lot. And I do mean, a LOT. Getting bloods under control helped with the depression some.
So what it is about T2 that made the depression come up for you? Maybe examine that a little? A lot of people fall in the self-blame hole, when it's mostly a matter of genetics and environs. If i eat the way my husband does, I'd be high all the time, yet he's a very slim, tall bloke. No T2 in his family though, contrary to mine: I was genetically blessed, and had PCOS, which was responsible for my insulin issues... I was pretty much doomed from the start, basically. And knowing that, meant letting go of the anger towards myself on that issue, at least. I didn't eat myself into diabetes knowingly nor willingly. If it's a matter of a shock at the diagnosis and having to live with a life-altering condition long term, there are places like, well, this one really, where you can find people who've been where you're at, if that is the case. Maybe a little coping therapy as well? Could help. Have things happened due to the T2 that impacted your quality of life? Just a bunch of examples of things... You know?
Depression can come up for a multitude of reasons, and not all of them are constructive.... Or rather, they're usually not constructive at all. Can you put your finger on what is troubling you? Maybe there are topics we can help with.
I spent this morning kicking myself around for misunderstanding something. I still do that. I also have some coping mechanisms and insights I didn't have before last year's therapy, so while I'm a bit miffed at myself for "being an idiot", I haven't gone straight to the "I shouldn't be here anymore" thoughts. That's an improvement I can't even begin to explain. I don't know how deep your depression goes, but... Whatever the cause, whatever the reason, there are ways to cope, and people who can help you with that. Professionals, or just people who've lived through something similar... The main thing right now is that you've started talking about it. Give it more air. It tends to reduce things that are too heavy to lift, otherwise.
Anyway, hugs, and I hope this is the start of you feeling better! (It's a process, but all processes have a beginning!)
Jo