I'm a big fella, and I almost always get white smoked. I attribute that to my size. I had a good psychologist who helped me straighten a few things out. Bless her. But the shrink was abusive. I'm far too nervous to work. So.... I just have to do the best with what I have. My meds are covered thankfully. Socializing is almost impossible but getting out and being physically active helps keep me focused. Hey, Thanks for asking. I got some nice moral support from another gal here too. and there are two closed forums where I can go and let off steam.