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Diabetic. And suicidal

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Dmsluton1

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To be honest this isn't what you want to hear cos I get it that you want to live.i don't. I read that diabetic tablets are more dangerous in overdose than insulin is this right. By the way I am not asking you to be complicit in my death I just want some truth and. Don't Jude me
 
I have no idea how to answer your question other than to say please, please ring the Samaritans on 116 123 FREE phone from the UK & ROI.

However bad things may seem you really need to talk to someone, please phone the Samaritans. http://www.samaritans.org/
 
Dmsluton1 said:
I meant don't judge me not Jude me
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Hi, Its sad to read a post like this and I am not judging you. Can you say a little more about what is troubling you and why you feel so despondent and suicidal, are you under the care of your gp for depression ? You have been very brave by reaching out and posting how you feel.
 
Have just read your post, please talk to anyone or everyone on here none of us will judge you, you may find talking to people will help, some may even give u some relevant advise, nothing can be that bad that you want to take your own life..
 
No one here can judge you and there are lots of people on here who have walked in the shadow of suicide. Even if it seems people are trying to help it can feel as if they are judging your decisions.
Taking tablets to harm yourself isnt what you think, you dont drift off into a sleep and die. You can be be very aware that each organ is closing down, it can be very painful and slow.
What i read from your post is someone who had rationalised their life and found it negative. So why live?
I also read someone is asking for their decision to be ratified.
You are reaching out to strangers rather than someone you know in the hope there is someone who will agree.
I dont know you but I know that life can be ****. I also know that life can be amazing.
You could be the person that holds the key to help someone in the same situation that you are in.
Every life is worth something, it could be as simple a holding out your hand for someone to take.
If you need to talk pm and i will be hear to listen.
 
no judging here, but do hang on .. I have known people to choose to leave this world, in their mind ending an intolerable situation they were in, only a few months after they left things changed and I know they would have been very happy with the change. So very sad they did not wait ...
Please wait .....suicide is so very painful .. not only for yourself but to others around you
 
Dmsluton1 said:
To be honest this isn't what you want to hear cos I get it that you want to live.i don't. I read that diabetic tablets are more dangerous in overdose than insulin is this right. By the way I am not asking you to be complicit in my death I just want some truth and. Don't Jude me
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No one on here will judge you they just genuinely want to help.
I've been where you are now many times over the last 12 years. It's so hard when you can see no other way forward and you feel everyone around you would be better off without you. Iv'e even got as far as writing my final letter to my children.
You need to think of all those around you and think about how your death will make them feel - they will be devastated, and those closest to you will probably never forgive themselves and may one day end up finding themselves in a similar position and have to seek professional help, I'm sure you don't want that for them.
My advise is to hold on in there no matter how bad you feel, phone someone which could be a friend, relative, samaritan's, or if your under the mental health team; the crisis line. Just hearing someone talk about something else can sometimes be enough to turn things around for a few hours. If you can't then take yourself to A&E imediately. Or hold on in there please until morning, then get an emergency appointment with your GP, you will be able to talk with them frankly, tell them how you feel if you cant write it down and take it with you to give it to them. They should then find you someone who can help you immediately.
I always find writing how I'm feeling helps when you feel like this it can sometimes be enough, I also think of my children for me they are my safety factor.
It is possible to feel like you do and come through the other side. You've made the first step by opening up to how your feeling here.
Believe me suicide is not the answer, its painful and difficult however you decide to do it. Tablets my seem the easiest option but they can lead to a slow and agonising death. I've seen the after affects of both those left behind and those committing the act as I used to be a nurse, either way it's not good.
Please take my advise and seek help in whatever way you can. Remember it's not worth it.
Take care
Maggie/Magpie
 
please please don´t sweet you ... you must seek help and phone the help line instead and get to the hospital and get some care and help.....

please .... life can be okay again, if you get the right kind of help... wish I could send your real care and love from here...

hope you have changed your mind..
 
Dmsluton1 said:
To be honest this isn't what you want to hear cos I get it that you want to live.i don't. I read that diabetic tablets are more dangerous in overdose than insulin is this right. By the way I am not asking you to be complicit in my death I just want some truth and. Don't Jude me
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Hello @Dmsluton1 - please respond and let us know that you are ok ? You don't have to feel this way, people are genuinely concerned about your welfare, and no one here is going to judge you but as a support forum we would like to help ?
 
What's the reason for your suicidal thoughts? I used to have them daily but through knowledge I have reduced them down to about once a week and have learned to treat them as exactly that, just thoughts. I survived a suicide attempt and consider myself very lucky indeed to have done so.

If you feel you cannot cope with your suicidal thoughts by yourself then perhaps a therapist would benefit you.
 
Hope you are OK - so many of us here now hoping you will respond to us today.

Sending you warm wishes and loads of virtual hugs .....
 
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