I was diagnosed with type 1 diabetes almost 10 years ago now and I still feel nervous and slightly embarrassed to tell people. I don't know why, I guess I just hate the fuss that comes with it. Its as if everyone suddenly becomes my mum asking me if I should be eating chocolate or if I should be drinking alcohol. I think that one of the reasons I don't regularly take my insulin or test my blood sugars because I don't want to deal with the questions that come with it all. Today my nurse told me "your the doctor for my body" and as much as I want to take control of my health, I just don't know how to get over this little bump in the road because I know support from friends and family is really important, so any tips?
Tips?
1/ Nervous? Feel the fear, and do it anyway.
2/ Sometimes you have to stick 2 fingers up at life and say..@#$* it!
3/ Questions? Educate the ill informed, you can sound like an expert for a while, and it feels good.
4/ Don't smoke in bed, it's a fire hazard.
5/ Your nurse is correct, you have to look after yourself, forever, or at least until you end up in a nursing home and people you don't know are caring for you ( if you're lucky), or they actually find a cure AND the NHS can afford it.
6/ Bananas are the food of the devil.
7/ keeping diabetes under control now, is statistically likely to improve your chances of avoiding diabetic complications later.
8/ Keep in contact with your diabetes team, they want to help you and most of them ain't doing it for the money.
9/ It's OK to eat bad food occasionally, to reward yourself for all the effort. Dark chocolate has less carbs in it.
10/ Don't take advice from strangers you meet on the internet.
Catch you later.