It was sad reading your story, I'm sorry you feel that way, I joined only few weeks ago, and I'm still learning myself, because of this forum, i personally feel a lot lot better within myself, having people to talk to, people who help and advise you in any aspect of diabetes, I asked for help on this forum and have found friends, I've never asked for help in 40 years of being T1D, I'm truly grateful and appreciative off all administration staff and co members who have taken the time and effort in reaching out and helping us all in our own way, so thanks to all.