After not having diabetes pre-pregnancy, I was diagnosed with gestational diabetes on Tuesday and tried to control by diet, but most of the readings in the two days I have tested blood glucose were higher than the NICE guidelines (over 7.7 mmol/l one hour after meals and over 5.8mmol/l before breakfast):
http://www.nice.org.uk/nicemedia/pdf/CG063Guidance.pdf
Now considering that according to the NHS the normal type 2 diabetic acceptable readings are that "a normal blood glucose level is between 4.0-6.0 mmol/l before meals (preprandial), and less than 10.0 mmol/l two hours after meals (postprandial)":
http://www.nhs.uk/Conditions/Diabetes-type2/Pages/Treatment.aspx
I am under the normal type 2 limits, but over the NICE guidelines.
Also notice that the NICE guidelines say ONE hour after meals and the normal guidelines say TWO hours after meals. This seems grossly unfair and I have not been able to find any reason why the goalposts have been moved, either on the interenet or by asking people. The diabetic nurse couldn't answer the question either and said "but these are national guidelines" (for anyone who has seen the film This is Spinal Tap, she may as well have said "these go up to 11
)
I'm not doing anything "wrong" with my diet as I confirmed with the dietician today, so the diabetic nurse/midwife wanted me to go on insulin. I asked if they did tablets and they said no, only insulin. This to me seems very extreme. The nurse got out the insulin pen to show me, I saw the needle and completely freaked out. I burst into uncontrollable sobbing and my eyes glazed over when she asked me if I was going to try it in my stomach or my thigh. When I didn't respond, she offered to inject it into my stomach or thigh. I still wasn't capable of responding, I am terrified of needles and was awake most of Tuesday night in near hysterics worrying about the possibility of this happening. I finally blurted out another request for tablets, asking why I couldn't go on Metformin tablets (which I know is an approved treatment for gestational diabetes). After what seemed like a very long time, she said she would make an appointment for me to see the consultant on Monday and wrote "not keen on trying insulin" in my notes. She couldn't understand why I lost it at the thought of insulin and not glucose testing, but with insulin I can see the needle (the blood sugar lancets are hidden inside a pen so I'm ok with those) and I also don't have to report a blood glucose monitor to the DVLA and car insurance company (nor would I have to report tablets!)
There is no way I could stab that thing in myself and I was relieved to get out of the hospital. I don't know how I drove home as I was that upset and suspect I may have gone through a red light. I got home, burst into tears and hugged the cat for some comfort. My husband is away on business today, so I'm having to deal with this on my own until he gets back tomorrow evening. I have spoken to him on the phone, but it's difficult being alone right now.
After having calmed down a bit, I'm resolved to say a definite no to insulin when I see the consultant, even if it means changing hospital. My friend who lives 20 miles away and who gave birth at a different hospital had tablets, why can't I? When I asked the other day why they didn't do tablets, the diabetes midwife said "the hospital has very good figures". I couldn't give **** about figures, Im not an NHS statistic
I'm just worried they will try and section me or something, thinking I'm a nutter (I'm not, the word insulin fills me with dread as it's a last resort treatment and I have a bad needle phobia).
Has anyone else refused (or attempted to refuse) insulin and what happened?
Sorry for the long post, I'm at my wits' end right now :'(
http://www.nice.org.uk/nicemedia/pdf/CG063Guidance.pdf
Now considering that according to the NHS the normal type 2 diabetic acceptable readings are that "a normal blood glucose level is between 4.0-6.0 mmol/l before meals (preprandial), and less than 10.0 mmol/l two hours after meals (postprandial)":
http://www.nhs.uk/Conditions/Diabetes-type2/Pages/Treatment.aspx
I am under the normal type 2 limits, but over the NICE guidelines.
Also notice that the NICE guidelines say ONE hour after meals and the normal guidelines say TWO hours after meals. This seems grossly unfair and I have not been able to find any reason why the goalposts have been moved, either on the interenet or by asking people. The diabetic nurse couldn't answer the question either and said "but these are national guidelines" (for anyone who has seen the film This is Spinal Tap, she may as well have said "these go up to 11
I'm not doing anything "wrong" with my diet as I confirmed with the dietician today, so the diabetic nurse/midwife wanted me to go on insulin. I asked if they did tablets and they said no, only insulin. This to me seems very extreme. The nurse got out the insulin pen to show me, I saw the needle and completely freaked out. I burst into uncontrollable sobbing and my eyes glazed over when she asked me if I was going to try it in my stomach or my thigh. When I didn't respond, she offered to inject it into my stomach or thigh. I still wasn't capable of responding, I am terrified of needles and was awake most of Tuesday night in near hysterics worrying about the possibility of this happening. I finally blurted out another request for tablets, asking why I couldn't go on Metformin tablets (which I know is an approved treatment for gestational diabetes). After what seemed like a very long time, she said she would make an appointment for me to see the consultant on Monday and wrote "not keen on trying insulin" in my notes. She couldn't understand why I lost it at the thought of insulin and not glucose testing, but with insulin I can see the needle (the blood sugar lancets are hidden inside a pen so I'm ok with those) and I also don't have to report a blood glucose monitor to the DVLA and car insurance company (nor would I have to report tablets!)
There is no way I could stab that thing in myself and I was relieved to get out of the hospital. I don't know how I drove home as I was that upset and suspect I may have gone through a red light. I got home, burst into tears and hugged the cat for some comfort. My husband is away on business today, so I'm having to deal with this on my own until he gets back tomorrow evening. I have spoken to him on the phone, but it's difficult being alone right now.
After having calmed down a bit, I'm resolved to say a definite no to insulin when I see the consultant, even if it means changing hospital. My friend who lives 20 miles away and who gave birth at a different hospital had tablets, why can't I? When I asked the other day why they didn't do tablets, the diabetes midwife said "the hospital has very good figures". I couldn't give **** about figures, Im not an NHS statistic
I'm just worried they will try and section me or something, thinking I'm a nutter (I'm not, the word insulin fills me with dread as it's a last resort treatment and I have a bad needle phobia).
Has anyone else refused (or attempted to refuse) insulin and what happened?
Sorry for the long post, I'm at my wits' end right now :'(