Hello Sunshine Kisses.
Another way to feel more on top of your initial fear and feelings , anxiety .
Try writing down a list of all the things you would like to ask -
next time you see your consultant or DSN .
Making your own list - is both a proactive and very positive thing to begin with .
A good place to start at - it will help you get answers and a sense of direction too .
A lot of the HCP's do see this as being very proactive and they will like to answer your questions .
You could take along a family member or a good friend with you for support .
Read up on as much information as you feel and need to.
Ask the questions about things you may feel cloudy about .
Knowledge will help to clear the confusion gradually ...
Then as time goes by - you will start to feel your way along etc
Things do start to slot into place and an established routine helps too .
As things begin to make a lot more sense .
The fear and anxiety you are currently feeling will begin to lessen .
Its the unknown - thats the scary bit
isnt it ?
As things begin to make more sense gradually you will feel and grow much
stronger about things .
Its a learning curve - and is very much an individual journey with each of us .
The tears are understandable as this has been a shock to your system and is life changing .
Many things will feel beyond comprehension 'intially' .
With insulin therapy it isnt as bad or a failure as one may feeel it to be .
I now know how 'ill' I can feel with too high blood sugars and actually look forward to
the mechanics of insulin working to lower these .
As I do feel so 'much' better for it - it really DOES help change things for the better for me . :thumbup:
Hope this can help you feel more positive and stronger about things .
Anna .