Every day recently, I get to look at myself in the mirror, I'm not vain but I can see without weighing myself, how I look, I also feel thinner and have more energy than when I had my little blip of weight gain. A couple of months ago. But some mornings, I think I'm kidding myself and feel fatter than I am and get the feeling that I'm not doing as well as I should be! Does anyone else get the feeling that they are bigger or smaller than they actually are? I'm on a thin day and fasting till three!
My mind clearly plays tricks on me... I've lost a lot of weight and now find 30's a bit too loose... and yet I still feel as if I am still carrying around a rubber tyre or two round my middle...
I know my arms, legs and hips are thin but that stomach? Always sticking out and always has. Some days worse than others. I'm self conscious of it but I don't wear clingy shirts to help hide it so I'm not sucking it in all day. Lol. Hard to breath. It is definitely the largest part of me and the one I wish would be the smallest.
Yes, it's weird. When I was a fatso, I would look down at my belly and think it didn't look "too bad" Now, in my size 32 troosers that are loose, I look down and think I still need to loose some to get a flat stomach. Perception, is a strange thing I guess.