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I've been dealing with type 1 diabetes for 5 years now, diagnosed when I was only 14. Since I was first diagnosed I haven't been able to motivate myself to do a lot, and it's very stressful on my mental well-being. I basically dropped out of high school (just recently getting my GED), and constantly feel as if I'm in a state of depression. I haven't been able to get any emotional support from my family because I don't feel like they understand why I'm having a hard time. I also constantly get lectured about my laziness and overall-unwilling attitude to do anything. I have an appointment with a psychiatrist later this month, but I'm not sure if I want to go on any antidepressants because I feel like it would lower my self-esteem to think that I need a medication in order to function like a normal human. I've talked to my mother about my depression and even have a therapist that I talk to from time to time, but I don't feel any connection or understanding of my situation. The depression has only gotten worse over time and I have had suicidal thoughts recently. I don't know if anyone can relate to my situation, but it feels rather lonely thinking there's nobody to turn to. If you can help with any advice, that'd be great, thank you.