uh hi so im a teenager whos had diabetes for 8 years now. For the majority of this time i, until maybe a year or so ago i had managed decently by herself with help from my mother.....but recently over the past year specifically my management has become awful and im scared. I dont have any mental illnesses, at least im pretty sure i dont, but ive just lost all motivation to keep track of my sugars. Ive normalised higher readings and brush it off as ok, i say that ill do better and check more often and keep it at a good level and i do so for a few days...but then fall into my old habits again. I eat meals and snacks and tell myself "I'll give the insulin a little later" and then just end up forgetting entirely. i dont know how to make myself take it as a priority anymore.
The only reason im asking for help is that it breaks my mothers heart when she looks through my data and sees how little ive been doing and it hurts her and i hate feeling like im hurting her. For context shes been with me and has been helping me through this since i was diagnosed when i was 8.......and i dont want to feel like im letting her down.
so yeah, any help or anything really would be amazing. thank you.
p.s. i dont know how this forum stuff works so sorry if this was weird
The only reason im asking for help is that it breaks my mothers heart when she looks through my data and sees how little ive been doing and it hurts her and i hate feeling like im hurting her. For context shes been with me and has been helping me through this since i was diagnosed when i was 8.......and i dont want to feel like im letting her down.
so yeah, any help or anything really would be amazing. thank you.
p.s. i dont know how this forum stuff works so sorry if this was weird