Hi,
This is my first post here, but have been reading the forums for ages. I've had type 1 for 15ish years, never had great control, in fact control has been very poor through out that time. Blood is never at the right level, too high, then too low. A few months ago I started going back to the clinic, after a 6 year absence, to try and start again, worked well for a while, then I gave up again, constantly had hypos, 2-3 a day, I work nights, was having them at night as well.
Just over a month ago my ex split up with me, 6 years we'd been together. Have now stopped bothering about my diabetes altogether, if I remember it I do it, if not...well then I don't. As I said earlier I work nights, struggling to sleep, and still working isn't doing me any good.
Splitting up is stressing me out too, waiting for ex to come and pick up her stuff, which shes dragging her heels about, im staying in the flat we rented, not sure if I can afford it yet, but we'll see.
Anyway, sorry for the rubbish post, just wanted to get some stuff off my chest.
If anyone does read, thanks.
This is my first post here, but have been reading the forums for ages. I've had type 1 for 15ish years, never had great control, in fact control has been very poor through out that time. Blood is never at the right level, too high, then too low. A few months ago I started going back to the clinic, after a 6 year absence, to try and start again, worked well for a while, then I gave up again, constantly had hypos, 2-3 a day, I work nights, was having them at night as well.
Just over a month ago my ex split up with me, 6 years we'd been together. Have now stopped bothering about my diabetes altogether, if I remember it I do it, if not...well then I don't. As I said earlier I work nights, struggling to sleep, and still working isn't doing me any good.
Splitting up is stressing me out too, waiting for ex to come and pick up her stuff, which shes dragging her heels about, im staying in the flat we rented, not sure if I can afford it yet, but we'll see.
Anyway, sorry for the rubbish post, just wanted to get some stuff off my chest.
If anyone does read, thanks.
